Weight

everday day i struggle
what do i eat
keep the calories low
fat free
no carbs

very hard i try
always watching
always questioning
wishing always
i can eat whatever i want
i know i can't

and even tho
i know i struggle
i also know i
could do more

exercise would help
laziness my middle name
always going to start
a exercise program
never do

so i watch
with hunger and envy
to keep my weight
the same
up 5 down 5
like stairs
always up and down

maybe someday
like all other maybe somedays
i will exercise

that would be
the best someday
for me