18yrs

Its been so long
it went so fast
02/22/88
a date I could never forget
love unknown first love
butterflies my stomach
need urge want
gasp for breathe
can't live without

The love has grown
a different love
love no matter what
the small stuff
does not matter
as it so did before

Sad, however
still apart
after all this time
i try to remember
these years gone by
and i can only live
in the moment
as nothing
has turned out as planned

No marriage, No children
45 and single just me
all because of that
first love
and those butterflies
that still fly thru
all the time

The want still there
just different
the urge just as strong

Will it ever be
i still hope
it gets me thru

And when the butterflies
come i remember
feel safe and warm

Hope