Patience

The older I become
it seems the less
patience i have
even tho
i know patience
will help me get thru
patience escapes me

It is with everything
my daily activites
work driving standing in line
clients parents etc etc etc
there is not 1 thing
that does not require
patience
i need to find a way
to get patience back in my life
as to make it easier for me
take a deep breathe..breath in..exhale
repeat as necessary

yea right easier said than done

I blew up today at work
a complete mental meltdown
wanted and wished
i could walk out
never to return

Of course i didn't
let it go move on

So as lent starts
i am going to try to
find patience
that is my new rule
i will try
no promises i will make
but there is also the
word try

and try as i might